I’ve been searching for you for years.

At time, you would seem so real to me, a little spec in my mind, just waiting for me to fall asleep to envelop my whole psyche.

Perhaps I set my expectations to high about this, I don’t know.

I just thought you’d be here for me just as much as I’m here for you.

I know I can’t ask you for that, I just get so frustrated sometimes.

Don’t worry love, I won’t get frustrated about stupid things anymore.

I promise.