Love of the Day

I am probably his most difficult, intimate, and serious relationship that he’s ever been in.  When we fight it’s the end of the world but when we’re happy we are the best couple in the world.  I’m sure everyone says that though.  The truth is I get lonely and I get scared and even though he reassures me I still get terrible thoughts in my head.  I’ve always been like this, it isn’t new.  But sometimes when I’m not going out of my mind I remember that he’s always put up with my crazy shit.  I know that he loves me simply because he’s still here.  I know he’s attracted to me because I’m the only one he’s with.  We don’t know what’s going to happen next year or the year after that or the year after that.  What we do know is that we’ve been together for a year a half, and even though bad things happen we’ll continue to be there for each other.